Ok… so I know I wrote this morning, but I’ve got to write these thoughts in my head down!!!

I like this guy.  Not a bad thing, but here’s the kicker… he’s 17.  I’m turning 21 on Friday.  I’m going crazy.  Its not a bad thing, its legal and all but I can’t get over the fact that he’s a senior in High School and I should be a senior in College.  I know I’m crazy, but there’s seriously times when I feel like he likes me.  He is constintely making fun of me and what not… We hung out Sunday at a pool party and well, I don’t know… I’m probably just being stupid.  He can’t possibly like me.  I’m not pretty and I’m not his age.  We are going to the beach this Sunday and I’m looking forward to some time with him and some of the other people at Chick-Fil-A.  I hope I don’t take this and turn it into something its not.  I just want to start out as friends, so I’m distancing myself from him.  A little bit… ok, not that much .  He’s a great guy… a really great guy…

So yea… I talked to this guy from Yellowpages.com about my listing for entertainment.  He wanted to talk to me about different ways to promote my music and what not… I’m so very excited.  I wrote some songs in the past day or so that I feel could be some hits!!!  I’m so looking forward to see whats going to happen with this solo artist thing!!!