So, I’ve tried to kick start my music career… I’ve gotten a myspace music page!!!  But the problem is, I can’t actually record music on it, I can only put my videos I make on my camera and the sound isn’t as good as I want it to be.  Maybe I have a weird perception of how my voice actually sounds.  Maybe I have a screwed up vision of where I want to be.  Maybe I don’t really have a future in this whole music business thing after all.

I guess, I’m just still trying to figure out what I’m supposed to do with my life.  I can’t seem to hear anything.  I can’t seem to see the reason behind certain things.  This past week was crazy and yet, I wasn’t really happy.  I had a great night at work last night.  It went by so fast and I really felt like I got along with several of the people there.  I know I’m not going to do this for the rest of my life, but for now, its all good.  I’ve been looking into a career in the military.  (Here’s the moment you fall off your chair laughing)  But I  mean seriously.  All night last night, men were coming in with military id’s and today in church we honored the men who have served and are serving in our military.  Not to mention, I spent the whole day on Friday at the Naval Academy.  It was like God was pointing something out to me!!! Haha… I don’t really know where God was going with it tho!!  I guess I should just keep praying.

James comes home on Saturday from Nigeria.  I’m really excited to here about what happened there and the amazing things God has done.  I think I might go to Nigeria in November.  That is definitly something I want to do.

There’s so much going on in my family that I keep finding out about.  And not just in my immediate family either.  We just need prayer I guess.  I wish I had the courage to be more of a light to my family.

Well, another random post, but I’m heading to a Blue Rocks game tonight, going to go see some fireworks!!!

God Bless!!!